Anyhoo, I HAVE been thinking. I've lost "me". Somewhere, somehow ... along this roller coaster ride (AKA LIFE) .... I lost ME (did I fall off at one of the sharp bends??, Hit my head???? What?). My FB friends used to come to my page just to see what I'd say next ... b/c I used to share funny stories/outrageous thoughts.
I don't do that any longer. Not on here, not on Facebook.
Why?
Am I so bogged down by the pivots on this ride that I forget to NOTICE the funny stuff? Because they still do happen. They DO exist. I laugh (esp @ Job 1, b/c those girls and I just feed off of each other like bad, bad, BAD girls can/do) --so why am I so lost once I get home, sit down and turn on the computer?
Where did I go? Where can I find me again?
A friend posted on a song lyric on her page yesterday and it has been stuck in my head ever since .... and I keep thinking to myself "This joy that I have, the world didn't give it to me. This joy that I have, the world didn't give it to me .... and if the world didn't give it, the world can't take it away." But I AM letting the world take it away from me ...... NO MORE!!!
2 comments:
BTDT...you'll get your groove back.
I hope so. I miss me.
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