Feelings Part Two

I feel better.  I guess my initial emotions were just part of the normal healing process?  How can a person go through all of these changes and not be bombarded with confusing and often conflicting emotions and feelings?

I don't feel bitter and angry now.  I'm proud. Proud to know I swam instead of sinking. 

I feel bad for him, though.  He's in such an emotional struggle of his own.  I hope he starts to swim soon too.